WHO ARE YOU?

Have you often wondered why you, as a soul, are here on Earth? Does the question repeatedly occupy you about what sense the life you lead here has and whether there is a plan behind it? Do you know the feeling that you have a specific task, but don't know how to live it? Have you always wanted to know where you were before you were born? Have you sat under a starry sky looking at the heavens many times and felt a faint memory of other times, realms, and experiences? In those moments, have you sensed that here on Earth it's about something completely different than the so-called "reality" that's conveyed to you? Since the beginning of human history, questions about the meaning of our lives and the origin of humanity have preoccupied us. Especially the courageous pioneer souls who came to Earth to give people guidance, direction, and orientation carried the spark of longing for the original soul home through all time and until now. Since you hold this book in your hands, it is more than likely that you are one of these pioneers who came here from other star realms at the beginning of the three-dimensional Earth and landed on Earth. You have surely asked yourself many questions in your life and have been searching for the meaning of Everything for a long time. Perhaps you have already been on the move in many levels as a spiritual seeker and also finder, have researched, read, tried out teachers, mediums, and masters, experienced yourself in deep therapy. And yet nothing could satisfy your deep longing and heal the pain of loneliness and separation. You hold this book in your hand now because it's time to remember. At the beginning of your journey on Earth, you gave yourself the promise to return to your original form – the form that fully and completely corresponds to your soul. You wanted to remember yourself again, your soul plan, your task on Earth. Your soul yearns to feel connected again and to arrive fully in acceptance in the here and now. Welcome Home!

INTRODUCTION

By Eva Denk A few years ago, I truly believed that I had completed the greater part of the journey into spiritual awakening. My vision was that my life would flow into an emotion-free, quiet stream, at the end of which lay a peaceful passing into the other world. In the past decades, I had resolved so much within myself, "worked" on myself, and healed. But the soul—the transformative force of All That Is, which does not rest until we are truly whole—whispered to me: "And beyond the horizon, it continues..." During a lecture I gave in 2008 to eighty seminar participants, the spiritual world conveyed very unsettling messages to me about the time ahead. Since 2004, I have been consciously connected to a spiritual intelligence that works through me. In this state of expanded consciousness, I allow words and energies to flow through me. These messages and information from the spiritual, non-visible realm I have experienced over all these years as profoundly truthful and clear. I have never detected an error or untruth in them. On that evening as well, it was lovingly explained what the coming years would be about. My spiritual companions spoke of the original wound of our humanity, which at the same time contains our innermost potential, our soul essence. They said that a great transformation was impending, in which we pioneer souls would be guided through a deep process, as a result of which the original wound and thus all suppressed emotions would be unlocked and completely healed. Each of us would be confronted with everything that was not yet in love, so that we could return to the primal form of our essence. To be a light for the awakening souls in the new time, we would need to reconnect with our soul essence and fundamental abilities. In this process, much dust would be stirred up and much chaos would reign, but afterward, everything would be brought into a new, harmonious order. At that time, all of us who received this message thought: "Finally, it's starting! The Golden Age begins, and love will ultimately take the scepter!" Most expected that the "outside" world would change above all. A bit of upheaval and confusion, a few small catastrophes—and then the ascent into the light would follow.

The Storm of Transformation 2010 – 2015

But what then happened, no one could have imagined. For the wind of transformation first raged within us ourselves: in our soul homes, our so-called "love" relationships, our cherished habits. At times, many of us lost faith that we were being guided by something that meant well for us. Many told themselves: "I certainly didn't want this." Oh, yes, dear soul, you did! For me personally, the transformation years from 2010 to 2015 overshadowed everything I had experienced in my life up to that point. The storm of transformation within me and in the outer world left no stone upon the other. Everything I had thought about myself and life up to then was destroyed in this hurricane. As an astrologer, I recognized from the constellations what it was about and spoke about it in my lectures. Deeply touched, I learned that so many of the souls who had been searching for a long time were going through the same intense transformation. Throughout all those challenging years, I ceaselessly asked myself why it was necessary to unlock our deepest fears, our feelings of failure, and all the associated emotions. Why were we giving souls—we healers, therapists, mediums, and spiritual guides—being challenged so intensely? Especially the souls who had worked so much on themselves suddenly encountered life circumstances that demanded so much of them that they simply wanted to give up. Is the universe just unfair?

The Veil Lifts

Since 1989, I have been giving astrological consultations. It has been a journey ever deeper into "what holds the world together." Over all those years with countless counseling sessions, I was repeatedly able to recognize that behind every soul path lies a profound meaning. My respect for our humanity, for every individual and so multifaceted path of a soul, grew with every deep gaze into this higher plan. The diversity that shone toward me from the souls sitting before me always deeply impressed me. No one is like another in their most intrinsic way. The Divine knows exactly what it is doing. It will never repeat itself - that would be pure waste. Each of us is unique, incomparable, and exactly right for this time, this moment, just as they are. Over the years, I received more and more information from the spiritual world. The more I allowed an expanded consciousness in my consultations, the clearer I "saw" the paths of a soul through time and the plan that lies behind it. However, from the year 2000 onward, my perception went even deeper. My gaze was repeatedly directed to Chiron, the "wounded healer" in the horoscope. In very vivid images, it was shown to me how we souls, at the beginning of our incarnations on Earth, were exposed to a profound shock of separation, which today still triggers our primal fears in our cells in seemingly harmless situations. Thus, a basically banal experience can throw us into ancient emotional patterns and entanglements. These insights were so unequivocal over all those years that I knew deep down they corresponded to the truth.

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WELCOME from EVA

ARE YOU FULLY PRESENT?

One evening, I was lying in my bed when suddenly the following questions poured down on me. Something inside me—my Higher Self or my spiritual guidance, whatever you might call it—asked me: "Well, how do you feel in your life? Is it an adventure, or just boring right now? Do you discover and experience new things? Can you laugh about the absurd games we perform here? Are you amazed by yourself and the miracle of being in a body here? Do you recognize how great the love is from all the people close to you? Do you appreciate the gift that they are here with you on Earth right now? Are you fully alive and present with all your senses? Do you allow yourself to be deeply touched and opened up? Do you hold the great treasure of your abilities in honor? Do you lovingly embrace the child within you and give it space? Are you completely free to live what naturally wants to emerge from you? Do you dare to venture beyond the conditioned boundaries and opinions of others, to simply be yourself? Are you open to love? Do you love?"

I lay there completely still, yet something inside me stirred. Each question touched a memory of a call that I had written into the book of my life countless ages ago. I knew: This is why I came to this Earth. Spontaneously, I would have answered every question with an immediate yes. Yes, after many challenges and the most varied hells that repeatedly made me lose sight of the essential in my life, I can now say that my life is a great joy and that I live what I am. Nevertheless, each question drove me a little deeper into myself. Wasn't there still a much deeper resonance with all that is, a more awake existence? And the answer within me was: Yes, there is still a vast space of love that wants to be entered, that quietly awaits me and perhaps you too. It is ready like a spark that only needs to be fanned to blaze brightly. For the call to love is omnipresent and is sent to you in every moment. Do you hear him? Do you love?

IT'S ALWAYS ONLY ABOUT LOVE

So much has been expressed on Earth in the name of love. So why another book about love? And what, please, is "love"? Ever since people have been coming to me for consultations or treatments, they have always posed only two essential questions: "Who am I really, and why am I here?" However, the even deeper question is always the one about love: "How do I enter into love? How do I find the one to love? Why does love hurt so much? How can I open my heart?" Love is the central theme that preoccupies us all, challenges us, and brings us to our knees. The so-called "love" drives us into the deepest fears and opens the primal pain of loss and loneliness. At the same time, we all feel that true love is THE key to remembering ourselves again, to healing, and to finding our way home once more. Home – to where our soul set out in ancient times for the adventure of Earth.

LOVE IS ALL THAT IS

Loving: What does that mean? The word love is a term that has been encoded on Earth with countless notions of what love is. It is probably the most abused word. For everyone, a certain word triggers a very individual film that relates to all the experiences made with it. This applies especially to the legendary, so often spurned, infinitely longed-for love. What do we mean, then, when we write "love"?

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INTRODUCTION by Eva

So far, every book I have written has demanded a very special tribute from me, as if I were bringing a deity to life that I first had to get to know and appease. While working on this book, suppressed memories from both this life and ancient times surfaced into my consciousness. Something wanted to be brought to light, and I could only surrender to it. With every book I wrote, I was allowed to go through deep inner processes that astonished me with their intensity. My first book, which I wrote from 2005 to 2007 about my opening to the spiritual world, triggered such profound transformations that I was repeatedly bedridden for weeks. My body underwent a comprehensive cleansing that literally brought me to collapse. The same happened with the other books on the soul level. When I focus on the topic, I am shown what step needs to be taken within me so that I can fully grasp what I am writing about. And this means uncovering and bringing to light all my shadow sides and repressed fears in connection with these themes. Ultimately, writing a book feels to me like being a sculptor, a musician, or a painter. The finished piece or sculpture is not yet recognizable in the raw material at the beginning. It is a creative process that, when you fully commit to it, brings exactly into being what serves the greater whole best. And it holds a multitude of surprises in store for you.

LILITH REVEALS HERSELF

You surely know the saying: “If you want to make God laugh, tell Him your plans!” This book was intended as a supplement and expansion to the first two books I wrote together with Christopher Amrhein, who has been researching and working with me as a musician and vibrational healer since 2010. Lilith was supposed to have only a small chapter in it. But I had made my calculations without her. She called me relentlessly and became more and more insistent. I, with my stubborn Aries Sun, am basically a rather defiant being who doesn’t like being told what to do and prefers to make my own decisions. I usually tend to initially close myself off to clear impulses and continue as I want. Often I am then more or less gently reminded that my ego path is not the right one at the moment, but sometimes that is not enough, and I need a much clearer sign—and occasionally even a kick in the backside…

WHEN LILITH CALLS

I suddenly wake up on a warm New Moon morning in May and hear a humming, deep feminine voice calling: “Give yourself space, take rest and a time out, for I have something to say.” A vibrating sound accompanies these words, familiar to me from far away. Images rise within me of wild, lush, overgrown nature. I can smell the forest floor, damp moss, and dry leaves. Memories of dark caves and dancing women’s circles accompany these clear images. I feel a deep connection to Mother Earth and hear faint calls from another dimension. Traces of past times weave together with an awakening future. Spaces behind the obvious open up. Lights that recognize me hurry toward me and dance around me. Astonished, I sit in bed at night and watch the images within me. In recent weeks, this gentle yet so clear voice has been reaching out to me incessantly in quiet moments or just before falling asleep. But as we all know, there is always so much else to do. Everything seems so much more important than listening to the inner voices. The obvious external reality demands attention vehemently, while the hidden inner spaces remain undiscovered. For weeks I have intended to write the chapter on Lilith. Her call is unmistakable, but in my busy existence she cannot truly reach me. The more urgent the voices become, the more excuses I find for why it just isn’t possible right now. You surely know this: There is so much distraction, things that need to be done, people seeking contact or needing help. Everything seems so much more important than returning home to your inner being. I clearly sense that I am meant to slow down. Yet I don’t want to admit it, even though the longing for space and time for myself already hurts physically. My strength and joy in acting outwardly have declined rapidly in recent days. Still, typical Aries that I am, I resist. I decide for myself when my active energy comes to a halt! At the same time, I feel that I am currently on the wrong path. But right then my grandchild arrived for homeschooling. There are still so many emails to answer, tidying up to do, cooking, and organizing. During the school break, I play with my grandchild in the garden. Christopher asks me casually: “Hey, tell me, Lilith and Chiron are both in Aries right now. What does that actually mean?” “Well…,” I say eagerly and diligently, “These cosmic constellations indicate that something completely new is being brought to Earth to reunite the feminine and masculine energies. An old cycle is ending and a new one beginning. It’s a good sign that they are both starting together in Aries.” For a brief moment, the image of a scale flashes before my inner eyes —balance, reconciliation, equality. I add: “Of course, first and foremost it’s about us, about balancing the masculine and feminine aspects within ourselves. ”Ten minutes later, while catching the hula hoop, I stumble backward over a small stone Aries ram standing in our garden. I fall onto my right hand and quickly realize that my wrist is broken. During the subsequent operation, I unexpectedly dive deep into long-repressed stories of torture from the times of the witch hunts. I hadn’t expected there to still be so much pain and rage. In the weeks that follow, I am occupied with processing this unexpected shock. All appointments are canceled. Yes, I feel more than just slowed down—in such a clear way—and it immediately becomes obvious to me: My masculine side, the active and hands-on part, has now been put out of service for quite a while.

IT IS TIME FOR BALANCE

For decades, I have worked as a medial astrologer and am repeatedly astonished by the pictorial expression of what is currently unfolding in my life. Time and again, I marvel at the cosmic lawfulness. Nothing happens by chance; there is always a deep, all-encompassing plan behind it. When I look at the horoscope for the moment of my fall and Lilith waves at me so unmistakably, I am almost more shocked by the clarity and unambiguity than by my broken hand. Lilith, the Black Moon, stands exactly on my Medium Coeli, which indicates vocation and public life. A clear sign that it is time to give Lilith a voice. Moreover, in the past weeks the Black Moon in my horoscope has transited over my Sun – my life purpose in this incarnation and over Mercury, the planet of communication and writing. On the day of the fall, Lilith stands exactly on my descending lunar node in a trine to Uranus. This means that old karmic stories are now being brought to the surface and liberated. How can this be, I asked myself in amazement, that I did not perceive what is truly important in my life? Why does the masculine and active take such a high priority in my life? Everywhere – especially in Western countries – I see people hurrying and doing, diminishing the value of the feminine, the tender. The masculine, active Yang part on Earth is held up as the only truth, while the delicate, feminine feeling, the Yin part within us, is increasingly suppressed. Physically too, I had neglected my left side, which stands for the feminine. Now I was allowed to learn to activate my weaker left hand and integrate it into my everyday life. That was my way of creating balance between masculine and feminine within me.

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